Saturday, September 27, 2014

Can u feel the feel

I will keep this post short and simple. I just want to express what I'm feeling right now.

First, in my academics, I still don't know if I'll shift to my first choice course next year or stay with my course right now.
Next, I'm feeling like I'm the dumbest student slash cuckoo-brainy in our university. Huhuhuhu. My schoolmates are so smart, sporty, active, talented... but what happened... to me? :'(
Plus so many things to do.
Another one is that, I'm missing my high school friends.
And I'm missing him... again. That guy, when will he go out of my heart? Will I live forever like this, stupidly loving him from afar.... Assuming that he might feel the same as mine. Until when, Ela? ?Until when will you end this stupidity?

Geeez I badly hate this feeling,

I'M SORRY THIS IS THE MOST STUPID AND INSIGNIFICANT POST HUHUHU BUT THANKS FOR READING